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Aimee Scum

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[13 Sep 2003|03:06pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

For fuck sake!! I give up with Blurty. Telling me I have to be 18 or over to have a friggin journal! What kind of a shitty rule is that? Grr. That's 2 journals in a week that they have suspended. I really liked Blurty. It was better than here or DeadJournal. I had loads of friends on there. I really liked reading there entries & commenting but no, Blurty had to go be fucking crappy didn't it?! I wrote a really good entry this morning & then about 5minutes ago it says my journal has been suspended!! I'm so pissed off now.

It's getting close to the Alkaline Trio concert. I have no idea what's happening. Matt, my ex, who I'm going with unfortunatly, said something about sleeping over at his best friend, Emily's house. But I hardly even speak to Emily. I've had about 4-5 conversations with her in the past 3 years. And now he wants me to stay over at her house?!

So, me & Sam are friends now. I guess if anyone finds this journal & had read SeriousXTrash or Twisted-Rainbow they'd understand, but the chances of that are very very slim. I guess I realised that no matter how much I said I hated him, deep down I still loved him as much as ever. We had been friends for a year & I think that's a bit much to forget about. I guess I'm never really going to get over what he did, seen as I was on such a huge scale. He begged for me to take the stuff he gave me back but it still hurts to see those little lies written in cards & those diary entries knowing now fake they were. Time will heat wounds, but the scars aren't so easy to erase.

&*:_! Toxic Love & Kisses,
Aimee Scum
xoxo

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[13 Sep 2003|02:08pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | alkalinetrioxhellyes ]

Why did I bother doing this for you? AGAIN! No-one is going to read this.

: Basics :
[ .001. ] first name: Aimee.
[ .002. ] middle name: Victoria.
[ .003. ] last name: Harvey.
[ .004. ] nickname: Aymes, Aimeeeee, SSSTTTTTUUUUUUPPPPPPIIIIIDDDD! Popsickle.
[ .005. ] gender: Female, did you ever know a guy called Aimee? Unless there a drag queen.
[ .006. ] age: 14
[ .007. ] birthday: 31/01/89
[ .008. ] height: Let"s just say short.
[ .009. ] hair color: Blonde/red.
[ .010. ] eye color: Blue.
[ .011. ] race: White.
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: I have full vision. Go Me!
[ .013. ] do you have braces: Nope.
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: Just past my sholders.
[ .015. ] where were you born: A Hospital.
[ .016. ] current location: England.
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Aquarius.
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: English, German, French & Computer.
[ .019. ] nationality: I"m English & German & something else.
[ .020. ] bad habits: Biting my nails.
[ .021. ] piercings you have: Ears, Navel & Nose. Lip very very very soon!
[ .022. ] piercings you want: EVERYTHING! Appart from my nether regions.
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: nope, but sooon!
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: Stars, Angelwings, Alkaline Trio heart & skull sign, etc.
[ .025. ] today's date: 4th September.
[ .026. ] the time: 4:27pm.
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: uh-hmm..

. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: Victoria.
[ .029. ] father's name: Paul.
[ .030. ] step-parent's names: No step-parents.
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): None.
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Alice.
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: Jacquline
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: They all live to far away.
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: I only have one grandparent that lives in England so her.
[ .036. ] worst relative: I don"t know most of them so meh..
[ .037. ] best relative: My mum.
[ .038. ] do you get along withyour parents: Sometimes.
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: My mum mainly.

. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes.
[ .041. ] what are their names: Totty & Bo.
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: A turtle & a rat.

. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yes.
[ .044. ] did you drop out: Nah.
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: ..?
[ .046. ] favorite year: 9
[ .047. ] least favorite year: None!
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Hands!!
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Miss Purcell & Mrs. MacDougall.
[ .050. ] favorite subjects: Art & Science.
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: History.
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy it. Our school dinners are ace!
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: I hate sports.
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Who would want to spend more time at school than they already do?!
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: ..? I dunno.
[ .056. ] favorite dance: Eh?
[ .057. ] favorite memory: All the times me & Phillipa laugh in Maths. (Mr. Kay isn't getting enough from Mrs. Kay!)
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: ..?
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: I dunno.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: To many to type out.

. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 6
[ .062. ] clothing brand: Punkyfish, Atticus, Vans, Macbeth, Etnies, Converse.
[ .063. ] shoes: Vans & Converse.
[ .064. ] saying(s): I love/heart you!
[ .065. ] tv show: Dirty Sanchez.
[ .066. ] sport: No thanks.
[ .067. ] vegetable: Cucumber.
[ .068. ] fruit: Strawberries!!!
[ .069. ] movie: Dude, Where"s My Car? Jason X, Red Dragon, Ghost Ship, The Craft, The Ring.
[ .070. ] magazine: Kerrang!
[ .071. ] actor: Josh Hartnett, Seann William Scott or Ashton Kutcher.
[ .072. ] actress: The scary one from The Craft & the little girl who played Samara Morgan in the Ring..
[ .073. ] candy: M&M"s Biscuits.
[ .074. ] gum: Wrigley"s Extra.
[ .075. ] scent: Freshly cut grass.
[ .076. ] candy bar: Kinder Bueno[sp?]
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Triple Chocolate Chip.
[ .078. ] color: Black, deep pink & gray.
[ .079. ] season: Winter.
[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas
[ .081. ] band: Alkaline Trio or Good Charlotte or The Sex Pistols or The Distillers.
[ .083. ] group: See Above.
[ .084. ] rapper: Sean Paul.
[ .085. ] type of music: I listen to anything.
[ .086. ] thing in your room: My bed & my posters.
[ .087. ] place to be: Asleep in my bed or talking to James'la on the net.
[ .088. ] radio station: 97.4 Rock Fm.
[ .089. ] tv channel: P-Rock.
[ .090. ] junk food: Anything with chocolate.
[ .091. ] overall food: Strawberries. Millions & millions of strawberries!!!
[ .092. ] store: Fusion, Claire"s & G.M.T"s & every shop in Afflecks Palace.
[ .093. ] shoe brand: Vans!
[ .094. ] fast food: SubWay.
[ .095. ] restaurant: SubWay!!
[ .096. ] shape: The Alkaline Trio heart, Heartogram or Pentagram.
[ .097. ] time of day: Sunset.
[ .098. ] country: Appart from England.. New Zealand!!!!!! <3 James & Verity!!
[ .099. ] state: ..?
[ .100. ] boys name: Matt.
[ .101. ] girls name: Madison or Logan.
[ .102. ] mall: St. Georges shopping centre.
[ .103. ] video game: Tomb Raider.
[ .104. ] shampoo: Something that smells like straberries.
[ .105. ] board game: FingerTwister.
[ .106. ] computer game: Deus X.
[ .107. ] car: Mini Coopers.
[ .108. ] music video: Alkaline Trios "We"ve Had Enough" & Good Charlottes "The Anthem"
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck.
[ .110. ] word: "Rainbow" "Fuck" "BumHead" "Retard" & many more.
[ .111. ] month: January.
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Woodstock from Snoopy.
[ .113. ] scary movie: Darkness Falls & The Ring.
[ .114. ] team: ..?
[ .115. ] possession: My posters & bracelets.

: What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: Kewlies.
[ .117. ] dog: Cat.
[ .118. ] hot: Matt Skiba/Benji Madden/Tom DeLonge/Tim Armstrong/ James'la.
[ .119. ] britney spears: Fake.
[ .120. ] nsync: Shite.
[ .121. ] real world: Shite.
[ .122. ] orange: Yum.
[ .123. ] choice: Matt Skiba or Benji Madden?
[ .124. ] fuck: A Dog!
[ .125. ] bisexual: Moi.
[ .126. ] black: Purdy.
[ .127. ] icq: Strange person.
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: HOMIES! HOMIES!
[ .129. ] linkin park: Crap.
[ .130. ] jack: Osbourne
[ .131. ] rainbow: MEEEEEEEEE!!
[ .132. ] cherry: Yum.
[ .133. ] cucumber: Sex aid.
[ .134. ] shark: Dangerous.
[ .135. ] lifehouse: Band.
[ .136. ] bats: Niiice.
[ .137. ] leather: Pants.
[ .138. ] whip: Ouchies!
[ .139. ] america: Stars & stripes.
[ .140. ] water: Baby.
[ .141. ] volcano: Lava.

. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock.
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock.
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock.
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock.
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Rap.
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: Metal.
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: R&B.
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Metal.
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: Metal.
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Neither, they both suck.
[ .153. ] tool or korn: Korn.
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Jennifer Lopez.
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Hot.
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter.
[ .157. ] spring or fall: Spring.
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira.
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem.
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson.
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Kittie.
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV2.
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy.
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Dawson"s Creek.
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Basketball.
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Winter.
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding.
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding.
[ .169. ] black or white: Black.
[ .170. ] orange or red: Red.
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Yellow.
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Pink!
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Slipknot.
[ .174. ] hot topic or pacsun: ..?
[ .175. ] inside or outside: Outside.
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Both.
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Moblie phone.
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pen.
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff Girls.
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Dino.
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Pokemon, I had ALL the cards.
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Neither.
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Both.
[ .184. ] prep or punk: No Labels.
[ .185. ] slut or whore: Whore!

. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Nah.
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Yes.
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: I love everyone.
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Yes.
[ .190. ] The story behind your user name: I have to many to tell you every single one.
[ .191. ] Jewelry worn daily: Dice Necklace.
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: None I hope.
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: One.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: It's either totally gay or totally ace.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Funny & Nice.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Yes.
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: NO!
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Yes.
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: BUGGER OFF!
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Personality.
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Yep.
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yes.
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Yes.
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: Yes.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: ..no.
[ .206. ] how about a little x: ..Yes.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: Yes.
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Goooood!
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Nope.
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Yes.
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Both.
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: L&B or Richmond.
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Nope.
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: That would be telling..

. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump: Yesh.
[ .216. ] sky dive: Yes.
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yesh
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Yes.
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: Yes.
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: Eww, no.
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Nope.
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope.
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Yup.
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Nope, my dads a cop.
[ .225. ] run from the police: Nope.
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Yes so I guess that is lying to a cop too.
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: ..Yes.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: Totally!
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: No.
[ .230. ] streak: Yep.

. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend(s): EVERYONE!
[ .232. ] known longest: Kayleigh Jayne H & Swifty.
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Verity & James.<3
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Verity & James.<3
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: ..?
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: All of them!!
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Phillipa & Verity & James'la.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Kinda.. yes Matt that's you!
[ .239. ] craziest: Me.
[ .240. ] loudest: Me.
[ .241. ] shyest: Kayleigh.
[ .242. ] best hair: Matt & Chris H & Phillipa & Hannah & Sally.
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Phillipa & James & Verity.
[ .244. ] best eyes: Shirin.
[ .245. ] best body: Phillipa & Me are sexah! Oh & Chris H, mmmm.. *drools*
[ .246. ] most athletic: Hannah.
[ .247. ] sex symbol: Chris H & Hannah but we tell everyone she is a lesbian.
[ .248. ] sweetest: Sally & Kayleigh.
[ .249. ] most impatient: Me.
[ .250. ] shortest: Minal.
[ .251. ] tallest: Ermm, Sam, Swifty & Chris.
[ .252. ] talented: We all rock in our own ways.
[ .253. ] best singer: Not me!
[ .254. ] skinniest: SALLY!
[ .255. ] nicest: All of them.
[ .256. ] best personality: Everyone including James'la.
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: ..me..

. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: Yes.
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Yes all the fucking time!!
[ .260. ] been to michigan: Nope.
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: Nope.
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: No.
[ .263. ] skateboarded: Tried. Failed.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: Nope.
[ .265. ] stolen anything: Nope.
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: ..Nooo.
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: Yes.
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Yes.
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Hell yes. I"m hardcore!
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Yes.
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: ..Yes.
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Nope.
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: No.
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yes. & Alkaline Trio will rock Matt!!
[ .276. ] been to another country: Yes.
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yes.
[ .278. ] got pulled over: I don"t drive.
[ .279. ] go in a car accident: Nope, my dad is a very good driver.
[ .280. ] broke a law: Maybe..
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Yes.
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: .. yes.
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Yes.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: Not in that way.
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: Nope!
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: ..No.

. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: I can deal.
[ .288. ] about boy bands: I can deal with them too.
[ .289. ] about flag burning: ..?
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: All war is gay.
[ .291. ] about suicide: .. no comment.
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: BumHeads. (jesus teens!!)
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: I lurve it.
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: I don"t like to look ahead that far.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 yrs: Everyone.

. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: I don"t remember.
[ .298. ] yesterday: School.
[ .299. ] last weekend: Cried & spoke to James'la on MSN.
[ .300. ] christmas: Opened many a presant.
[ .301. ] april fools: Nothing.
[ .302. ] new year's eve: Got drunk.
[ .303. ] halloween: Trick or Treated
[ .304. ] easter: Ate many a easter egg.
[ .305. ] valentine's day: It resently became aparent it was a waste of time..

. : the last : .
[ .306. ] thing you ate: Yoghurt.
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Coke.
[ .308. ] thing you wore: School Uniform.
[ .309. ] place you went: school.
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: My nose.
[ .311. ] person you saw: My mum.
[ .312. ] person you kissed: My mum. Or Sam. Which ever way you ment.
[ .313. ] person you fucked: ..Guess!
[ .314. ] person you talked to: My Mum.
[ .315. ] full song you heard: Alkaline Trio - "For Your Lungs Only"

. : Now : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing.
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Nothing.
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: Jeans & A Distillers T-Shirt.
[ .319. ] any shoes on: Pink & Purple RipCurl Trainers.
[ .320. ] hair: Down.
[ .321. ] listening to: The tv in the other room.
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: Nope.
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: ..Not really.

. : Yes or no : .
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: Maybe!
[ .325. ] do you like cows: Yes.
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: Yes.
[ .327. ] are you artistic: I like to think so seen as I"m taking art for GCSE.
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: Nope.
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: Smoking is bad for your health.
[ .330. ] can you ski: Nope.
[ .331. ] are you british: YEES.
[ .332. ] do you want to be britney spears: Nope.
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: don't they to everyone?
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: Many a time.
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: ..?
[ .336. ] what do you think disney creators were thinking when they made 'alice in wonderland': Were is my bong?
[ .337. ] are you straight: Most of the time.
[ .338. ] are you handicapped: ..No.
[ .339. ] are you fat: I"m.. huggable let"s say.
[ .340. ] are you skinny: Not perticualy
[ .341. ] are you short: ..yes.
[ .342. ] are you tall: no.
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: Nope, but I own a black one.
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: Nope.
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: Yes.
[ .346. ] are you evil: Not at all. {chases you with a knife}
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: HaHa, No.
[ .348. ] is britney a whore?: Yes, but I"m a bigger one.
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: Yes.
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: Nope.
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: I love him.
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Yes. & I glow in the dark.
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: .. yes.
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: Nope.

. : Random questions : .
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: One of Billy Martin"s hamsters!
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: Mashpotato.
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: Yes.
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: Color.
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: Nope.
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: ..Not really.
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: I hate the dark.
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: ..Yes.
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: No.
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: They are okies.
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: Eh?
[ .366. ] can you drive: No.
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: ..Not really.
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: Sometime.
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: ..Yes, I see many.
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: Yes.
[ .371. ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: .. No more terrorists..?!
[ .372. ] any last words: This was faaaaar to long.
[ .373. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: Stop typing for a bit.

New journal. Only one person will read. That is Catherine. How gay.
Toxic Love & Kisses,
Aimee Scum
xoxo

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